Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Loving the Hard Job

I'm exhausted. I feel like I hardly got to sit down today. Today was just one thing after another. Not just activities... but poops and meals and bottles and fussing... life stuff. The other day I came across this great blog post by Emily Watts. She talks about her love of being a mom, but that it's a hard, hard job. Hear-hear!

One of my favorite parts:
When I think of all the “hard parts” of motherhood as chances to exercise my skill, to stretch myself to become better, to demonstrate my commitment to principles I know are eternally significant, they become some of the best parts of the job. And when I need a boost, I think about all the ways in which my children manifest their willingness to “walk in truth.” Emily Watts
Yes, it's good. Life is supposed to be hard. I don't think any of us agreed to a life of ease in the premortal world. I like to think my life will get easier... but honestly I don't think it will. I sure hope my ability to do will increase.

One of Heber J. Grant's favorite messages was this:
I'd never thought of this quote in regards to mothering before. Interesting idea.

I indeed want for my ability to increase... that I'll learn from life's lessons (instead of having to repeat them over and over and over again). Better yet... as I try my best, I can be strengthened in Christ... who will lift me up. Which is where Grace and the Atonement come in. This I know... and this I HOPE for.

Good, good stuff. May that message carry me through the summer. I may have to revisit it over and over.

I love summer break. I do. I love that my kids actually have time to play and eat popsicles and run around in the wind. But I'm a wee bit scared... biting nails... Can I survive with all my kids home all day? I have a game plan, but can I do it?! ... uhhhh, YES - we can!

3 comments:

Callie said...

I'm scared for summer too! Yes, it's fun to take it slower and not be in such a rush all the time. But, it's also long days with whiny kids at home. And, when they get bored it gets even harder! You can do it- just one day at a time, right? And, lots of popsicles and running in the sprinkler.

Amy D. said...

Awesome mothering thoughts. I do think that the things we remember the most are often hard. But in doing or overcoming, there is satisfaction and joy. You are doing great!

angela said...

So what's your game plan? I need to come up with one of those, don't I? I am excited to do more things and not have so many things to work around though...